May 23 2011

i heart faces {yellow} photo challenge.

tara

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i love this picture.  the memories.  the adventure.  the opportunity.

the reminder of my blessings.  of the amazing ministries i’ve been a part of.  of the people i’ve met.  and the lives (mostly mine) that have changed

the thought of what is to come.  that something greater lies just around the bend.  over the horizon.  out where i can’t see.  but have faith to believe is there.

 

 

 

 

i’ve entered this photo in the i heart faces {yellow} photo contest.  check it out for other entries.

 


May 22 2011

picture of the day.

tara

my sister, kelley, my brother, noah, a friend and i all went to lunch after church today.  when the check came, noah asked if anyone had a tract to leave.  we didn’t.  so he wrote this note instead:


May 20 2011

the news i’ve been wanting to tell.

tara

i’ve been wanting to tell this for awhile.  been pretty much bursting at the seams with excitement to share this news.  but the timing.  it just wasn’t right.  until now.

and so now i share.

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a few months ago, my brother was looking for graphic design internship opportunities.  my dad and i told him to contact hobby lobby.  we had both toured their corporate office a while earlier during some teaching training time with our school.

being the loyal older sister, i checked their website to see if it mentioned any internship openings.  it didn’t.  but what i did find has altered the course of my life.

in my search, i saw an ad for an opening in their creative department.  as a craft designer.  responsible for creating product prototypes and instructional design.  working hand in hand with their graphic designers and photographers.

i read the ad to my parents.  and the three of us immediately knew i had to pursue this.  it was practically written for me.

i hemmed and hawed about it for a while.  i love my job.  and wasn’t looking for a way out of it.  i was open to change.  but was content if that change didn’t come.

and besides the ad asked for a portfolio.  a portfolio i didn’t have.

after a couple days of not being able to get it off my mind, i went ahead and gathered my work.  took pictures.  and created an online portfolio to send in with my resume.

i held my breath and crossed my fingers.  feeling like it was a long shot.  i had no idea what they were looking for and was just certain it wasn’t what i presented.

a few days later, i was called for an interview.  scheduled for the following week.  where i could meet with the director and show samples of my work.

here’s where the nerves really started working overtime!  and i let myself start hoping.  maybe this could really happen!?!  maybe i could get a job working in my field!?!   maybe they really would want me!?!

i worked non stop for the next week, creating new projects.  rounding out my repertoire.  developing an accurate portrayal of my abilities.

on interview day, i loaded up my car with two laundry baskets full of samples.  and headed out to the corporate office.  out by the airport.

i was nervous.  but confident.

more on the nervous side once they ushered me into the conference room with not one, but four, interviewers.  the creative director.  the photography director.  the craft design director.  and her assistant.

for the next hour, the five of us talked as if we’d known each other forever.  we passed around my work.  they asked me questions.  we all made jokes.

and then we toured the building.  showing me the warehouse bicycles.  and the layout room.

on my way out, i asked when they were planning to make their decision.  and was told they’d been interviewing for two weeks.  and probably had two more weeks to go.  so i shouldn’t expect to hear anything until then.

i got back into my car.  reported back to all of my family.  and settled myself into not knowing anything for awhile.  being ok with that.

two days later, to my complete surprise, i received a call.  offering me the job.  agreeing to let me start after the school year ended and upon my return from thailand.  and with a considerable raise and benefits.

for the next hours, my phone worked overtime as i sent messages and made phone calls telling the world my news.

the world, minus my students, that is.

it just wasn’t time to break the news to them.  until yesterday.

and now the word is out.  and that’s why i can tell you!

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i am so excited for what the future holds!  i have no doubt in my mind that every step of this process has been orchestrated by my Lord.   this answers so many prayers.  He is good.  good indeed.

 

 


May 19 2011

why i need a husband. or a dog.

tara

last night, i stayed up way past my bedtime.  to like 10:00 or so.  i was watching the end of the voice.  you know it?  blake sheldon had drawn me in.

sitting on my couch, as i was, i could look directly into my kitchen.  and see my backdoor.

now, this particular backdoor has a window in it.  a window on which i have painted a faux stained glass design.  no curtain.  just opaque, colored glass.

suddenly, a movement caught my eye and i glanced at the door.  i saw the light from what appears to be a flashlight shining into my window.

my heart was instantly in my chest.

i jumped up.  and turned on all the lights in the house.  which is like, three.  my house is small.

i grabbed my phone and punched in the numbers for 911.  nine.  one.  one.  and held my finger ready on the send button.  as i wandered from room to room, periodically peering out my windows.  certain i was about to be looking face to face with my killer.

i thought about calling a neighbor.  but remembered i didn’t have any numbers.  curse this self-isolated culture we live in!

so i called my brother.  the older one.  the one that was ten minutes away.  not the one who is currently in boston with my parents.  that one i didn’t thing could do much for me.

levi immediately calmed me down.  but recommended i call the police.  and i was about to.  until he offered to come out himself.  of which i was happier to accept.

in the meantime, he said, grab a knife or something.  just in case.

good idea.  except i only own two knives.  used to be three, but every since my roommate moved out, i haven’t been able to locate the third.  of the two i own, one is a small ceraded tomato knife.  i didn’t figure that could do much.  and the other?  a bread knife.  dull as dirt.  but big and menacing.

as i waited for levi, i stood in the living room with the phone, poised to call 911, in one hand.  and the bread knife in the other.  i tried to position myself next to the windows, so my shadow would scare off anyone who looked my way.

ten minutes later.  which felt like thirty.  levi came up the drive.  and into my house.  with a flashlight and some protection.  he made his way out to my backyard, arms poised like a 1920′s detective on a stake out.

he made his way around my property, shining light.  and the fear of God.  into any crevice a burglar may have been hiding.  with the all clear, we went back inside.  after getting the phone number of my neighbor.  for future reference.

shortly after, levi returned home.  but not without leaving me that same protection to adorn my night stand.

needless to say.  my night’s sleep was fitful.

and now i’m on the hunt.  for a husband.  or a roommate.  or a dog.

in that order.

 


May 17 2011

i heart faces. {may flowers} photo challenge.

tara

“Flowers are those little colorful beacons of the sun from which we get sunshine when dark, somber skies blanket our thoughts.”  ~Dodinsky

 

check out other {may flowers) photos on i heart faces.

 


May 17 2011

a ray of beauty.

tara

“Flowers… are a proud assertion that a ray of beauty outvalues all the utilities of the world.”  ~Ralph Waldo Emerson

i’ve never lived in a house without a flower garden.  as a child, my mom always surrounded our porch and walkways with flowers.  all arrays of flowers.  my gramma too.  both of them.  flowers everywhere.

every spring, my mom and grammas would start putting their beds together.  weeding and pruning.  mulching and watering.  until beautiful things emerged again.

this was one of the things i looked forward to the most with having a house.  the planting of a flower garden.

it just says home.

because of the changing dynamics of my life over the last few months, i’m having to keep a close eye on my purse strings.  manage my money a little more creatively.  cut out what is not needed.  and some of what is.

but even in that, i’ve gone ahead with my flowers.  thanks to birthday gifts and gift cards.

i think that’s why i like that emerson quote so much.  their beauty does outweigh the utilities of the world.  it’s a beauty that reminds me of God’s goodness.  of His faithfulness.  of His attention.  of His love.

of His promise.

 


May 16 2011

picture of the day.

tara

and now.  for our very own edition of……

{drum roll please.}

wheeeeeeere’s ethan!!!


May 15 2011

making lasagna. in my garden.

tara

kind of.

my roommate would be so proud of me.  for the last three years, she has planted a vegetable garden in our backyard.  she’s tilled it.  weeded it.  harvested in.  kept it under control.

but last month, she moved out.

and with her gone, the backyard was starting to look, well, sad.

i couldn’t stand it to look that way.  mourning her absence.

so i decided to do something about it.  and plant a garden myself.

plus…come july, i’ll be missing all those tomatoes she’d grow and pass my way.

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i didn’t want to have someone come out and till the ground.  and i certainly didn’t want to get down on my hands and knees and pull out the grass and weeds for hours on end.  i mean, who would?

so i decided to take my dad’s recommendation.  and do some lasagna gardening.

what’s lasagna gardening, you may ask?  pass the tomato sauce and the noodles, cause i am gonna tell you!

according to wikipedia.  which we all know is the MOST reliable source on the internets.

lasagna gardening is: Sheet mulching is a gardening and landscaping method that allows planting into or on top of the ground and is a form of no-dig gardening: the process of covering any base or unwanted plant material including weeds, old lawn or open ground with layers of material known as the “barrier”.

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sounds good.  right?

and now you ask how to make one.  i am going to tell you.  so let us begin.

look around your yard for the perfect spot for your garden.  i chose mine to be atop this yard’s previous gardens.  though this year’s will only be approximately 1/3 the size of last years.  i must spend my money on food for today instead of investing it in food for tomorrow.  deep.  i know.

clear away any sticks or tall, thick weeds.  and cover your area with newspaper.  or cardboard.  quickly, so the wind doesn’t get ahold of it, cover the newspaper with your compost.  i used dried leaves and debris that i’d cleared out of my flower beds.

if you don’t have leaves. peat moss works too.  or so they say.

once you have your papers completely covered, start layering down manure, potting soils, and top soils.  tip:  look for the broken bags at your local garden store.  usually those are marked half off.  and they only get your car a little dirty!

smooth out your dirts.

and now it’s time to plant!  yippee!

dig a hole through your layers of lasagna until you have cracked through the papers.  you don’t have to dig down much past the papers, just through enough to let your roots take hold.

pop in your plant.  and you’re good to go.

note:  if you are using cardboard instead of newspaper, you might want to let it soak for a while before trying to plant.  this will allow you to be able to tear into wet cardboard more easily.

once all your plants are in.  ask yourself:  to mulch or not to mulch.  that is the question.

i’m a pro mulcher.  and proud of it.

now class, let’s recap the benefits of a lasagna garden over the traditional tilled.  shall we?

1.  it’s easier.  no digging is always good.

2.  theoretically, there should be no weeding.  the newspaper or cardboard acts as a barrier to the weeds.  i’m down with that.

3.  your soil becomes richer and softer.  the earth worms are attracted to the compost you’ve layer above the newspaper and make their way to the top.  this breaks up your soil and creates a more fertile growing environment.  so says the experts.

4.  moister stays closer to your plants longer.  the compost and the mulch hold in the moister, allowing your plants to withstand the smoldering oklahoma {or where ever you are} summers.

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so mama mia!  lets get those plants to growing!

and when they do.  i’ll cook us up some real lasagna.


May 14 2011

explaining noah.

tara

for mother’s day, my mom was given this anti gravity reclining lawn chair.

it is advertised as having infinite reclining points with range of motions.  seriously.  that’s what the ad says.

ethan will demonstrate:

we all gave the chair a whirl.  as we would a ride at six flags.  ooing and ahhing over the infinite reclining points.  moving it back and up with ease.

finally, it was noah’s turn for a ride.

he sat down. and as instructed.  he pushed.

and he pushed.

and he pushed.

and he pushed.

and he pushed some more.  poor kid.  he just couldn’t get that chair to budge.

not sure why either.

yes, noah.  you may use this in therapy one day.

 


May 6 2011

we’re multicultural like that.

tara

yesterday ethan sang me this birthday song.  in russian.  in a mexican restaurant.

 


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